Weekly weigh in

Weigh in 177.6lb. Not too bad considering I did cheat while the in laws were here all last week. Nothing much going on over here. Have my first cake class Friday for the last course 'fondant and gum paste'. Looking forward to it. I don't know why I'm not excited about this next cycle coming up and I'm pretty sure this current cycle is a bust. My temps are very boring. I guess I'm just trying to be a realist this time around and the femara very well might not work and I don't want to get my hopes up. I'm not really stressing ttc right now. I just feel I need to relax and just leave it in God's hands.